Notes to the otherside 008

Diary entry as of 1:56

Happy day to my one and only H 💜💜💜

Hugs and cuddles all day for you 🥰

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I love you, H 

Always and eternally 💕

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Missing H every single second

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I hope we can share a cake and some tea/coffee in your special day 🥰🎂🍵

Diary entry as of 5:41

Kissing my nightmare

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Squeaky clean 🐧💦

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Office but busy

Diary entry as of 8:49

Maybe I will have a slice of carrot cake, it is one of my favorites. How about you, what cake would you like?

Diary entry as of 10:02

How is my nightmare doing? <3

Diary entry as of 10:45

I love veggie sisig from Vege Select yum yum

Diary entry as of 11:49

Deep end of the waters

Diary entry as of 12:35

Keep swimming, swimming and swimming and then make vows

Diary entry as of 13:42

In the deep ends of the dark waters, there is the purification, only those who can venture through the deep dark waters can experience the purification

Diary entry as of 15:00

I have soy milk!

Diary entry as of 15:38

This week is really full of adventures!

Diary entry as of 17:24

Wow, still very busy but I have food in the house <3

Diary entry as of 17:54

Another day closing, a prayer and thanksgiving for all the guidance 

Diary entry as of 19:22

Hooooome

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Still working

Diary entry as of 21:18

Wow finally, the work day ends!

Notes to the otherside 007

Diary entry as of 2:54

Morning my nightmare

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💜💜💜

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Going to work

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Busy day today, hugs

Diary entry as of 17:31

Finally done with big work, going back to office now

Diary entry as of 18:25

Leaving office soon

Diary entry as of 19:16

Hooooooome

Diary entry as of 19:51

I miss my nightmare so much

Diary entry as of 20:38

Cuddles and hugs for H

Diary entry as of 21:00

I love you, my nightmare 💜💜💜

Diary entry as of 22:06

Good night, my lovely nightmare

See you in my dreams

Notes to the otherside 006

Diary entry as of 3:00

Good morning my nightmare 💕

I missed you so much.

Diary entry as of 4:29

Very very very wet

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I melt into you, always.

Diary entry as of 6:47

💜💜💜

Diary entry as of 8:05

Work as usual <3

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I love you my nightmare and in case you forget, I never not think of you <3

Diary entry as of 9:56

Love moves in mysterious ways - Julia Fordham

Diary entry as of 10:42

Monday, lovely Monday

Diary entry as of 11:39

Hugging and cuddling with H

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Monday = Busy day

Hugs H

Diary entry as of 14:02

Maybe it's what the world needs right now. A little less sense and a bit more faith.

Rachel Joyce, The Unlikely Pilgrimage of Harold Fry

Diary entry as of 14:23

One and only H for me

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Hold on tighter to faith

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And above all, watch with glittering eyes the whole world around you because the greatest secrets are always hidden in the most unlikely places. Those who don’t believe in magic will never find it. ~ Roald Dahl

Diary entry as of 17:55

Finally, the workday is now closing, as always, we have survived <3

Step by step, we will survive and flourish

#keepingthefaith #pilgrimagetodeeperwatersoffaith

Diary entry as of 18:22

Leaving office soon

Diary entry as of 20:44

I have soul-sister who is also like my family

I have a best friend who is also like my family

and then I have H, the one and the only <3

Diary entry as of 22:21

Goodnight my one and only H 💕

Notes to the otherside 005

Diary entry as of 3:32

Good morning! There is a New Moon coming! And I am still very tired and wet 🥀

Diary entry as of 5:51

I am staying home today. Stomach is queasy. Such a nice quiet morning with birds chirping 💕

Hugs and cuddles.

Diary entry as of 6:49

Journalling 🍁

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Been sleeping and resting, my body calls for it 💕

Diary entry as of 11:39

💜💜💜

Diary entry as of 13:02

Sexiest guy for me is H and that's final.

Of course, there is Satoh, Gerry, Anthony (rhcp) and Neil, but nobody, NOBODY comes close to H.

Diary entry as of 14:51

"To send a letter is a good way to go somewhere without moving anything but your heart." -Phyllis Theroux

Postcards! Snailmail! 

Yes please, and the address, please!

Diary entry as of 16:05

Snailmail! 💌🥀💕

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New Moon is here 💜

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Just floating and swimming perhaps evetually I will drown but I know that the 'rain' is never going to stop :(

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How does one calm the beast, the wolf and the wizard rolled into one?

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Good night, nightmare

Notes to the otherside 004

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Woke up with still wet panties xxx

Missing someone and wanting some cuddles 💕

Finally, weekend!

Diary entry as of 5:28

Keeping you always in my prayers and in my heart H 💜

I never not think of you

Diary entry as of 6:24

Cooked breakfast

Still wet 🥰

Diary entry as of 8:13

Hugs and cuddles and kisses to H 🖤

Diary entry as of 9:13

I didn't really time the minute :13, it just actually appears when I am about to write something I needed to jot down, weird isn't it?

Anyway, just here accepting the bitter reality of being an old maiden haha, oh well.

Diary entry as of 12:11

❤️❤️❤️

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I love you, my nightmare

Diary entry as of 15:20

So, are we celebrating my nightmare's birthday this year?

Diary entry as of 16:46

Non-stop all day bj with H, in his full robe. No wonder I am so exhausted, and H keeps on coming!

Does he ever get tired and exhausted?

Diary entry as of 18:49

Noodles! You always calm me 🍜

Diary as of 20:14

Cuddling cuddling 🥰

Diary as of 21:49

Good night nightmare

Notes to the otherside 003 (ongoing flow of thoughts)

I am here, I am here, just extremely busy

I am here.

Diary entry as of 14:36

It is weird to interact with otherworldly people, so weird,

but here I am

#crazyday

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¡Tengo hambre!

Diary entry as of 17:39

The day seems to be closing soon <3

#surviveandflourish

Diary entry as of 17:52

Here comes my favorite number *blush*

Seriously, I think this number is stalking me. 

It is like my shadow

It is like everywhere I turn, this number comes!

It is like fate!

#mynumber

Diary entry as of 19:52

Home! Finally!

Though it seems that I don't need to update at all!

But at last! The day is done.

Time for journalling 💕

Diary entry as of 20:49

I decided to watch a Satoh Takeru movie instead, to cap off this 'High Theology' week 🌘🍵🕊

The mood of this week matches the High Ideals  mood of the movie Samurai X 

💜

Diary entry as of 22:36

🪷 Missing H with all my heart 🐳

It's like a big whale hole in my life without H  :'(

Sometimes the grieving comes on like an outpour, but some days I can handle my emotions, 

it is still painful

#grief

Notes to the otherside 002

Is my shadow doing well? I hope my shadow knows that despite being moody and intolerable, I still love the fact that it is connected to me all the time.

My shadow will always be a very important part of me.