Monday, July 27, 2020

Of family and friends

 

The photos above were taken on 2016 November, our group climbed Mt Purro Nature Reserve. I missed scaling mountains. According to our guide, it rained the night before so the land was not that solid but still we pushed on and eventually we reached the top!



These ones were taken in Boracay, 2016 March. I want to swim and swim and swim again. Until I am reddish again, like the one in the picture. I want to be an island girl again. Near the surf, the white sand. I miss the summer sky, bright blue and clear.


  
  







These random pictures were taken from 2012, we were so young then. And we visited a lot of places and we had a lot of time in our hands. When can we do these again? Sooner please.
With co-teachers in Batangas Resort
We watched Bituing Walang Ningning the Musical
Sagada ❤

Sunken Garden Picnic ❤


Family Baguio Visit Photos

Christmas time Baguio visit
Enjoying our strawberry ice cream

PMA


PMA

Baguio view


Today, no words, just pictures. 
When can we all go out and spend time with friends and families again? 
Soon, sooner, soonest.


Saturday, July 25, 2020

I keep on and on ...



Bleeding Love performed by Leona Lewis

I keep keep bleeding
I keep keep bleeding in love

Monday, July 20, 2020

A new week, a new addiction

These days I am diving into reading. Got it from Romina, she influenced me to read fanfiction again. Actually my love affair with fanfiction was really potent 2 years ago, there was a time that I would only read fanfiction all day, before work and after work. What really brought my addiction to it was the story between Kenshin and Kaoru, it was AU (alternate universe) and I kind of love that universe more than the original one created by Nobuhiro Watsuki. The title of this AU is Vaster than Empires by Ayezur. It became a ritual for me to reread it every month. Seriously terribly my apex of addiction. I devoured the story line by line, chapter by chapter, even close to memorizing it word for word. I couldn't think of any other stories, even a Gaiman story for that. Only this one. I even shared this gem to many other friends, they liked it too. But of course, when the addiction subsided, I earnestly searched for other Kenshin Kaoru fanfic, I wasn't disappointed. There are thousands of stories to go through, but of course I had to filter them out because I need something as potent as the one by Ayezur. 

In my passionate conquest, I came across other brilliant stories: Kinenbi (oneshot), Beyond Reason and Measure, Kokoro Kara, Longing to hold you, Never bet against a redhead (59 chapters), Reflections and Fulfillment (oneshot), Saving Forever, The Bridal Discussion, Through Long Days of Labor, True Love's first kiss. I tediously saved them all in my evernote, chapter by chapter so I can visit and read them anytime even offline.

The addiction to Kenshin/Kaoru fanfic eventually subsided, I was utterly thankful because I had it so bad. Just think, I will just read and read about them for around 6 months long, no other stories, no other characters, just the two of them. Most people will let go of their addiction maybe after two to three months, but for me two to three months are just approaching the peak of it. When it is potent, I really get stuck and that's not nice. Believe me. Because after the addiction subsides, I will avoid them for who knows how long. I am like that. I don't want to ever be near it. For. A. Long. While. But of course, there is love there, but just I need to avoid it. Until it becomes unfamiliar again and I will have new reasons to explore it again. That's about the cycle of addiction for me.

Now, there is another excitement in the air. As mentioned above, it was because of Romina. She ignited another fancy in me that I couldn't resist. She knows how to rein me in, it started with a letter. If someone will ask me how great romantic stories begin, I know the answer. Through a letter. And it is the deal. Always the deal. The story's title is: Letter from Exile one Merciful Morning by Textualsphinx. 

It is a fanfic pairing between Hemione Granger and Severus Snape also known as HGSS. I know right, not everyone is prepared for this mix. At first I felt, mmm, maybe or so-so. But after reading the oneshot fanfic, oh my am I hooked? The letter is something that we all want to hear especially when it is penned by the terrorizing Potions Master. It is his most vulnerable piece yet. How can someone like a towering figure of a professor fall in love with the most brilliant female student? Mmm, read the letter guys. (Read between the lines: professor/student, how about the age gap there?) (Also, Hermione is the sunny bright one and Severus, just as his name implies, the unfathomable dark one)

Hello addiction my friend, it's been a long while. Let's get acquainted again.


Thursday, July 16, 2020

This is madness

Couldn't help but post this. The stages of a mad lesson day. My student has been feeling tired from the start of the lesson until the end. It was madness. He kept on dancing, singing, rapping, typing unknown words, there was a time when he went completely out of the frame. He just hid under the table 😅Guess the kids are having it too, not just the adults these days.

#crazytimes #insanity #whataboutweird

Wednesday, July 15, 2020

Interchange #4

“I will write in words of fire.
I will write them on your skin.
I will write about desire.
Write beginnings, write of sin.
You’re the book I love the best,
your skin only holds my truth,
you will be a palimpsest
lines of age rewriting youth.
You will not burn upon the pyre.
Or be buried on the shelf.
You’re my letter to desire:
And you’ll never read yourself.
I will trace each word and comma
As the final dusk descends,
You’re my tale of dreams and drama,
Let us find out how it ends.”


― Neil Gaiman

Monday, July 13, 2020

One plus one equals whole



Make me whole performed by Amel Larrieux

Your eyes are the windows to heaven,
Your smile could heal a million souls.
Your love completes my existence.
Your the other half that Makes Me Whole.
Your the only other half that Makes Me Whole.

~
And just like that, another week has started. Happy Monday my dears

Thursday, July 9, 2020

Feels so stuck like glue

Define commitment:

     1.
 the state or quality of being dedicated to a cause, activity, etc.

 2. an engagement or obligation that restricts freedom of action.

Been thinking about this for a while now. 
This for me sounds the heaviest and most complicated word.

When someone mentions commitment, suddenly for me it feels like the air was sucked out. Or the waves stopped crashing in the shore. It feels like the world stops its harmonious dance. 
The last time it was mentioned to me (which was just recently by the way) my stomach turned upside down, like I lost my sense of balance and then I got dizzy too. Actually not necessarily in that order. I am still reeling from the less than good effects of that word until now. 

Questions:
Can't people be in a relationship without commitment?
And what is commitment anyway?
I have no answers now, I am looking for some answers, 
I may take a long while before I come up with one.

Anyways, let's listen to this beautiful song :)



To be near you performed by Viktoria
Are you just a habit
Or some kind of addiction
Can't seem to get you out of my system
What good you have done to me
Feels so stuck like glue
Turn the pages in my head. there's only you


Monday, July 6, 2020

Running out of ...



Reasons performed by Earth, wind & fire

Can't find the reasons 🎺

#Mondayagain

Wednesday, July 1, 2020

Please, let it be sooner

I miss UP
I miss BGC
I miss traveling 
😢😢😢

Still waiting for the day when I can travel and bring my big bag with me again. 
I am praying it will be soon,
please please please,

sooner

and never be
too 
far
away