Flow of consciousness before noon

Hello my dears 🎆

How is everything doing in your lives?

Happy Easter to everyone ^^

And yes! I survived March 💜 Am I so happy!

👻

So I guess I have to treat myself to something delicious, 

but

Of course there is this ECQ NCR plus happening so I couldn't treat myself yet 🍜

however,

I think if I can't go to a place where I can get delicious food,

I can make the food come to me by delivery!

Yum, isn't it 💕

But I still have to wait 😱

I have to be patient

Patience is a virtue

Just like how I am very patient with my state right now

I just couldn't effectively create a plan or a strategy

When I am about to lay something out I have imagined as a system, 

there will always be something missing

The most frustrating part is that, I couldn't define what it is

Indeed frustrating 😭

And so, I have to remind myself that patience is a virtue

I would eventually piece the puzzle together 👒

But it is like, the data came flooding me attacking me like tsunami

I kept holding on to my initial observation, but indeed, this looks like 

a different ball game

My old way of looking at things must change because 

the game has changed 💀

The first quarter of the year ended already, I must be up with my list or reflection

But initially I will do it in my physical diary

🐬🐋

I am learning not to push myself when I don't want to write

It is healthier that way 🍓🍇🍋

I want ice cream 🌷