Good morning my darling shadow love? I miss you 💜💜💜
Diary entry as of 8:53
Work and life balance 💜
Diary entry as of 10:06
Come and let's cuddle my dear darling shadow 💜
Diary entry as of 13:15
My dear darling shadow, sending you all my cuddles
Thursday, June 6, 2024
Wednesday, June 5, 2024
Moods #73
Crazy for you | Spongecola
💛💛💛
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It is the sign language that kills it!
need at all
oh oh
deeper
yes, the subtle-ness
no wonder these men are so sexy
(edited 5:24 20240608)
my asl is rusty, I needed to watch again to figure out the wrong words I have written, argh, I am getting so slow at my asl reading! :(
Tuesday, June 4, 2024
Moods #72
Skeletons | Brothers Osborne
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We all have these pretty skeletons in our closets, some of them the bones are cleaned up to glossy sheen, some are even neon colors, glow in the dark, strapped with reflectors, can also be tattooed or for those who don't want to face them, they just leave the bones unattended, which is a bit sad. Where am I going with this? Well, I mean the designs for our skeletons in the closet are endless.
I just want to actually write here that these feelings I have lately are feelings I associate in the underworld. These feelings were deep down buried when I do my annual dive deep within, but in the weirdness of life, I feel like these hidden underworld feelings are now here in the upperworld, revealed to all, open to be felt in the terra firma. So I feel so out of my shell. Feels very bare, naked. Exposed. Vulnerable.
Did the world turn when I was sleeping? Or does it mean that those underworld feelings are ready to be felt in the upperworld and that there are new fresh dark feelings when I finally dive in the underworld again in few months? Can I even get deeper? Can I even survive getting deeper in the underworld?
Why is life full of suffering?
Lately I am very hormonal, easily irritated, terribly in bad mood. Sometimes I tell myself to just step back and just detach, but it is getting hard and hard to detach lately. I need to do more deep breaths.
To end this short reflection, I would like to share this Sandman story:
The Dream
of a Thousand Cats is originally published in The Sandman #18 (1990)
Bird: Why have you ventured to the heart
of the dreaming little cat?
There is
nothing here for you.
Cat: I have
come here for justice. I have come here for revelation. I have come here for
wisdom.
The bird
flew lower, but it did not come within my reach.
Bird: Justice,
it repeated. Justice is a delusion you will not find on this or any other sphere.
And
wisdom? Wisdom is no part of dreams, though dreams are a part of the sum of
each life’s experiences, which is the only wisdom that matters.
But
revelation?
That is
the province of dreams.
It can be
yours, but only if your heart is strong.
***
PS the dark of the new moon is fast approaching
Monday, June 3, 2024
Moods #71
Under Pressure | David Bowie and Annie Lennox with Queen
That's the
terror of knowing what this world is about
Watchin' some good friends screamin', "Let me out"
Pray tomorrow gets me higher
Pressure on people, people on streets
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PS new moon coming, hugs my one and only shadow
Saturday, June 1, 2024
Moods #70
Shattered Dreams | Johnny Hates Jazz
And now you've given me, given me
Nothing but shattered dreams, shattered dreams
Notes to the otherside 045 (weekend)
Saturday 06012024
Diary entry as of 14:01
Yes, it is The Sandman weekend for me; how about my shadow? Is it a good weekend my dear darling?
Diary entry as of 18:37
LSS, yes you guessed it right, shattered dreams 💀🎹🎺🎻🎼🎵🎶💔
Diary entry as of 20:39
Tonight is a curious night of so many synchronicities, what is happening? After watching The Sandman, now reading some blogs ~ most of the characters in the Netflix series are coming out in the words written in this blog I am reading. Synchronicities everywhere!
Sunday 06022024
Diary entry as of 5:45
Morning, Sunday today my shadow, missing you.
Diary entry as of 7:59
Hugging my shadow 🥰
Diary entry as of 9:11
I am busy today bec of so much work backlog
Diary entry as of 15:53
I hope and pray for all the birds to find places with water/bird fountain so they can drink and bathe in this hot weather
Diary entry as of 18:44
Night again, at least it is not so hot anymore
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