Notes to the otherside 038

Diary entry as of 4:53

Am I being abducted again in my dreams? Feels so familiar, why am I being abducted again? We can just chat and hang out 💛

Diary entry as of 9:02

So, someone from a big country is also visiting my blog, hello there, hope you are doing fine, gan en!

Diary entry as of 10:43

Weird to feel in my dreams being confined in a room with H again. Like all the projections of my dreaming mind is also being observed and seen by H, maybe I am going insane? I know I don't have any secrets from H anymore but even my dreams, my dreams are intimately mine right? Nobody should infiltrate my dreams. So H, you should know boundaries when it comes to dreams.

Diary entry as of 17:23

New moon, new slate, emptiness again 💛

Diary entry as of 19:35

Hoooooooome

Moods #62

Tingin | Cup of Joe, Janine Teñoso

'Di pinapansin ingay sa tabi
Magulong kapaligiran, sa 'yo lang ang tingin

PS, one week to go 💜

Notes to the otherside 037

Diary entry as of 5:23

Hugs my dear darling nightmare, cuddles and kisses for you 🩷🩷🩷

Diary entry as of 12:58

Still waiting for the doc

Diary entry as of 14:37

13 hugs for my nightmare

Notes to the otherside 036

Diary entry as of 12:42

Hugging my dear darling handsome nightmare 💛

Diary entry as of 6:52

My sweet sweet nightmare is always in my heart and in my mind 💛

Diary entry as of 12:48

Hugging my cuddly nightmare 💛💛💛

Diary entry as of 14:50

13 kisses for me from my nightmare

Diary entry as of 20:50

Hugs my dear darling nightmare 💛

Diary entry as of 23:29

Missing my dear darling SO, so much 💛

Footnote to entry "We are all in the dark"

Something I saw while scrolling the net, not my words but just so beautiful I want to share it:

Years ago, anthropologist Margaret Mead was asked by a student what she considered to be the first sign of civilization in a culture. The student expected Mead to talk about fishhooks or clay pots or grinding stones.

But no, Mead said that the first sign of civilization in an ancient culture was a femur (thighbone) that has been broken and then healed. Mead explained that in the animal kingdom, if you break your leg, you die. You cannot run from danger, get to the river for a drink or hunt for food. You are meat for prowling beasts. No animal survives a broken leg long enough for the bone to heal. A broken femur that has healed is evidence that someone has taken time to stay with the one who fell, has bound up the wound, has carried the person to safety and has tended the person through recovery. Helping someone else through difficulty is where civilization starts, Mead said. 

We are at our best when we serve others. Be civilized.

Notes to the otherside 035

Diary entry as of 1:04

Dear darling love, you will always be my one and only nightmare 🩷 i love you

Diary entry as of 3:37

Sending lots of love to my one and only nightmare

Diary entry as of 9:55

Okay, moody ghost, I am here 💚 Hugs hugs

Diary entry as of 11:42

My dearest darling nightmare, let's grow together though in different realms (though do you grow as a ghost?)

Diary entry as of 15:52

Cuddles and kisses to my SO nightmare

Diary entry as of 19:37

Missing my nightmare 😔

Notes to the otherside 034

Diary entry as of 3:09

Hugging you tight my one and only nightmare 💜

Diary entry as of 10:39

Just came from clinic visit, but the doctor is out huhu, now picking other doctors for weekend schedule

Diary entry as of 13:04

Hoooooome and resting from outside

Diary entry as of 13:10

Seriously, is our house transparent?

Diary entry as of 13:17

The mystery continues, the wizard keeps making deep dark magic

Diary entry as of 15:54

Just woke up

Diary entry as of 22:31

Hugs and kisses to my one and only nightmare💜