Diary entry as of 9:11
💛💛💛 hugs and cuddles to my one and only nightmare
Diary entry as of 13:59
💛 never ending struggle during virtue of ending
Diary entry as of 15:46
sending all my sweet hugs to my nightmare
Diary entry as of 9:11
💛💛💛 hugs and cuddles to my one and only nightmare
Diary entry as of 13:59
💛 never ending struggle during virtue of ending
Diary entry as of 15:46
sending all my sweet hugs to my nightmare
This post is related to We are all Graduating and its part 2 (20240422 and 20240507)
We have marched to the tune of Pomp and Circumstance , we got our certificates, we took our bow, sang our swan song and got off the stage. The inevitable question will now haunt our waking hours:
So, what's next?
For me, it is about growing my psychology books collection and my collection on ancient mythology, archeology and some classic literature. Possibly if I am going through a semester I would have enrolled in Psychology 101 with minors on mythology and classical lit.
I am so excited about these topics lately that I forget about sleeping sometimes and even watching my netflix series. I am planning a lot of printing and binding books (of course they are downloaded from libgen, project gutenberg or open lib). So many books, so little time.
But I haven't forgotten my spirituality and my hobbies too.
This is weird but I am really excited about my 20-year research, laying the foundation, growing my literature, readings, my sources, and listing them all and reading them and making reviews about them.
I do hope that everyone will find that elusive path, the next direction after this collective 'graduation' and that it may give everyone of us the proper activities and outlets to channel our passions, commitments and energies into.
Let's grow our books and knowledge and eventually wisdom together in this new exciting chapter in our lives.
Diary entry as of 5:07
I woke up missing my dear darling SO, hugging you so tight, not letting go 💛
Diary entry as of 9:51
Books books books, I love me some Linda Leonard, Dostoevsky and Sarah Iles Johnston
Diary entry as of 17:27
How's my dear darling SO? hugging you tight
Diary entry as of 21:24
Missing my dear darling SO love
Diary entry as of 23:23
I am so phyisically 'thirsty' in sexual sense, my SO keeps being the subject of my sexual fantasies, 🤔
Sorry my dear darling SO, you must have been so sexually exhausted by now bec of my incendiary sexual fantasies of you
20240609 Sunday
Diary entry as of 6:32
Morning to my dear darling departed, hugs
Diary entry as of 13:39
So are we ripe for revelation?
Diary entry as of 21:30
A little sleepy now, dear darling shadow is busy?
The Dream
of a Thousand Cats is originally published in The Sandman #18 (1990)
Bird: Why have you ventured to the heart
of the dreaming little cat?
There is
nothing here for you.
Cat: I have
come here for justice. I have come here for revelation. I have come here for
wisdom.
The bird
flew lower, but it did not come within my reach.
Bird: Justice,
it repeated. Justice is a delusion you will not find on this or any other sphere.
And
wisdom? Wisdom is no part of dreams, though dreams are a part of the sum of
each life’s experiences, which is the only wisdom that matters.
But
revelation?
That is
the province of dreams.
It can be
yours, but only if your heart is strong.
***
PS the dark of the new moon is fast approaching
That's the
terror of knowing what this world is about
Watchin' some good friends screamin', "Let me out"
Pray tomorrow gets me higher
Pressure on people, people on streets
Saturday 06012024
Diary entry as of 14:01
Yes, it is The Sandman weekend for me; how about my shadow? Is it a good weekend my dear darling?
Diary entry as of 18:37
LSS, yes you guessed it right, shattered dreams 💀🎹🎺🎻🎼🎵🎶💔
Diary entry as of 20:39
Tonight is a curious night of so many synchronicities, what is happening? After watching The Sandman, now reading some blogs ~ most of the characters in the Netflix series are coming out in the words written in this blog I am reading. Synchronicities everywhere!
Sunday 06022024
Diary entry as of 5:45
Morning, Sunday today my shadow, missing you.
Diary entry as of 7:59
Hugging my shadow 🥰
Diary entry as of 9:11
I am busy today bec of so much work backlog
Diary entry as of 15:53
I hope and pray for all the birds to find places with water/bird fountain so they can drink and bathe in this hot weather
Diary entry as of 18:44
Night again, at least it is not so hot anymore