Tuesday, April 30, 2024

Notes to the otherside 033

Diary entry as of 2:38

Missing my dear darling nightmare 💛

Diary entry as of 11:33

Hugging you my dear darling nightmare 💛

Diary entry as of 11:46

Dear darling nightmare love, 

I feel you all the time, but I felt you more last night. And yes I am kind of feeling weird about you knowing how my morning went. I know you have a very weird power of being all-seeing, but can you dial down your omnipresence and stop making me scared. 

Hugs

Diary entry as of 14:26

Yellow my dear nightmare, hope you are doing fine 💛

Diary entry as of 20:49

Yes journal journal journal 💛💛💛

Diary entry as of 20:56

Scary scary nightmare, how does a nightmare know?

Monday, April 29, 2024

A very very late post for April 27

Again and again, my dear beloved readers, let me share this very very late post for my shadow. 

Hugging you tight all the time, may this appease my dear darling SO.



Ugoy ng Duyan | Lea Salonga

Sa aking pagtulog na labis ang himbing

Ang bantay ko’y tala Ang tanod ko’y bituin


Friday, April 26, 2024

Notes to the otherside 032

Diary entry as of 5:45

Hugging my dear darling nightmare 💜

Diary entry as of 11:53

I love you my dear darling nightmare

Diary entry as of 18:43

What a busy busy busy day! Sending loves and cuddles to my nightmare

Thursday, April 25, 2024

Monday, April 22, 2024

The Truth is: We are all Graduating

Drum roll!
Cue the graduation song aka Elgar's Pomp & Circumstance March No. 1
And now we march toward the next door, next bridge, the next stage

All these sleepless nights, these million things per second invading our minds, these mountains of documents to submit, documents to prepare, documents to draft, these are the signs, we are all doing a collective 'graduation'

We are finally in the last stage of studies in different fields and finally we are getting all these checklists and schedules for the incoming rite of passage for all of us.

We are in graduation phase

The past is done we have submitted the last needed document, we defended our thesis, we have finished the thesis paper and incorporated the recommendation, the suggestions and the next part of our studies, hence we are now in the preparation part for the grand move up stage, the graduation!

Some of us will be so busy making different versions of our CV for different purposes, catering them to the needed qualifications in the field: there will be for admin, for writing, for creative purposes, for higher education learning, for fellowships, for internships, etc. These are the next steps, we follow the step as we follow the path of our direction.

The mountain/universe/ocean we came from was not an easy terrain, path, but we have made it and now the next step requires of us to be stronger, to be ready, to cultivate and to remember wisdom and compassion every single moment. We are like ants who aspire to climb the Himalayas, as my Master has explained tirelessly, every single day for the last 50 plus years.

Master said earlier, we follow the path by lifting one foot and then stepping forward. Then one foot lift and then forward. Lift then forward, again and again.

We must be present as we go through the process of graduation and after the rite of passage, a new life will begin, just follow the direction, follow the map, follow the teachings.

Tuesday, April 16, 2024

To my one and only SO

 


Dear darling H💜
💜💜💜

Monday, April 15, 2024

Notes to the otherside 031

Diary entry as of 11:19

Dearest darling H💜 I feel you deeply, so deep, deeper than the ocean and even the universe, hugging you tight

Diary entry as of 13:29

So, my heart is taken and my mind wants to work and my soul is wandering, all that's left is the body; body please integrate all of us in just one place, it is hard to function when all parts of me are in different direction

Diary entry as of 15:05

I wish I was productive, but my mind and heart and soul are just difficult to unglue from my H💜 tell me is love good and happy at all?

Diary entry as of 20:42

Seriously, time flies, zooom zooom zooom, incredible!